Why?

Why do you have to look just like him? Why your look becomes my worst nightmare?

Why? Why can't I stop thinking about you? Why when I look at you, I can't stop thinking about him?

Why do I have to see him everytime I see you?

Why do you look so much like him, tearing my heart, taking my breath, even tough I don't love you?

Why?

You're my nightmare. My sweet nightmare, about to make me dream again, even when I'm not sleeping.

And my love was my dream, and my pain has made him my nightmare. Dark and cold. Without hope. Without confidence. No love.

Illusion. Always an illusion. My sweet illusion. Lie meaningless. False love.

Why? Was it all a nightmare? Or a bad dream?

Am I awake? Or will I sleep forever?

Am I dead? Was I always dead?

Am I real? Are you real? Was he real?

Why do you look so much like him?

Why? Why? Why?

~por Jac  tenebras~